i'm so lost right now .

two problems appear out of nowhere when i'm just enjoying my life right now .

first problem ;

about me and who cares .
firstly i got a feeling that some of them dislike my friend .
but i was wrong .
they actually dislike me ):
i got a long message from farah that they don't like my attitude .
they tell me that i'm the type of person who ask people to just listen/follow to what i want to do .
but i know that i'm not that kind of person .
since we are in the same group , we always listen to each other right .
since when i ask you people to just listen/follow to what i want to do .
tell me ? since when ?
and i don't have that kind of feelings all this while .
i don't feel that you guys kept on listening/following to what i want to do .
but too bad , if that is what you people think then i guess i'm gonna accept the fact then .
but please don't be shock that one day i'm sure i'm gonna walk off from the group aite .
but i still gonna meet up with you guys aite .
what i want is , i wanna enjoy to the fullest on the 3rd december .
since i guess that's gonna be the last day for me to enjoy to the fullest with you guys .
much loved , gergerl ♥

second problem ;

about me and izhhar .
i got to know that he ran away from home because he fought with his parents .
why must you do that izhhar ? haiz ...
he really need someone to talk too .
and he told me that he need me by his side .
might be meeting him later at 7.30/8 pm .

and i don't think rara is okay right now .
i think she's having some problem with her friends .
haizz ..
gotta meet up with her asap .
till here then ~ byebye (: