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.Tuesday, November 30, 2010 ' 12:47:00 AM Y

i've been using the laptop like everyday seyh !
haiyaaa ..
really got to cut down my time for using the laptop .

sorry for not updating my blog this few days .
too lazy uhh .
haha . and now i'm still lazy to update this blog .
bye laa !

♥gergerl





.Sunday, November 28, 2010 ' 6:02:00 PM Y

i'm so lost right now .

two problems appear out of nowhere when i'm just enjoying my life right now .

first problem ;

about me and who cares .
firstly i got a feeling that some of them dislike my friend .
but i was wrong .
they actually dislike me ):
i got a long message from farah that they don't like my attitude .
they tell me that i'm the type of person who ask people to just listen/follow to what i want to do .
but i know that i'm not that kind of person .
since we are in the same group , we always listen to each other right .
since when i ask you people to just listen/follow to what i want to do .
tell me ? since when ?
and i don't have that kind of feelings all this while .
i don't feel that you guys kept on listening/following to what i want to do .
but too bad , if that is what you people think then i guess i'm gonna accept the fact then .
but please don't be shock that one day i'm sure i'm gonna walk off from the group aite .
but i still gonna meet up with you guys aite .
what i want is , i wanna enjoy to the fullest on the 3rd december .
since i guess that's gonna be the last day for me to enjoy to the fullest with you guys .
much loved , gergerl ♥

second problem ;

about me and izhhar .
i got to know that he ran away from home because he fought with his parents .
why must you do that izhhar ? haiz ...
he really need someone to talk too .
and he told me that he need me by his side .
might be meeting him later at 7.30/8 pm .

and i don't think rara is okay right now .
i think she's having some problem with her friends .
haizz ..
gotta meet up with her asap .
till here then ~ byebye (:


♥gergerl





.Saturday, November 27, 2010 ' 12:55:00 AM Y

during chalet time ♥

OMG !
i swear i had alot of fun yesterday at the chalet .
love my classmate alot .
love my guy friend alot .
they are so fun , sporting and stuff .
they make me laugh alot .
yes ! alot ! hahahaha .
fun moment !
going there again later with ina ♥

btw to me , me and ina is getting much more closer as a friend .
we really understand each other ((:
love love her ! hehe .
till here then ! byebye ! gonna update again later !

♥gergerl





.Friday, November 26, 2010 ' 12:13:00 AM Y

iloveher ♥

thursday , 25 november 2010 .

meet izhhar around 1.30 pm .
meet him for awhile only .
went off to meet wirda , acap , farah and huda around 2 plus .
sit at 145 while waiting for ina .
then we went to buy some food at maslina (: hehe .
then settle down at 132 . alley came .
then wirda and farah went home and alley went to work .
left me , ina and acap .
went lepaking at 133 then didi came .
me and ina went off around 5.30 ?
had fun meeting them !
at night , 10.30 , meet rara under my block .
something scary yet funny happened .
don't wanna elaborate more . haha .
luckily we saw the boys at kalam .
thanks for helping boys (:
thanks izhhar for sending me home and thanks alip for sending rara home .
hahaha . sweeeeetttttt ♥

friday , 26 november 2010 .

i'm going to the class chalet later !
woohoooooooo ^^
fucking excited cause i miss them so much )):
going with ina around 2 plus .
weeheeeee ~ okay ! don't over excited laa gergerl . haha .
okay byeeee ~ gotta update again when i got back from the chalet later night (:
nightnight people !

♥gergerl





.Wednesday, November 24, 2010 ' 6:46:00 PM Y

the bear that izhhar gave me .

090910 - 241110

i'm sorry izhhar because i ask you for a break up .
you know i can't take it already right .
i know you're changing but i don't see any changes .
i just wanna have a happy life by my own .
i regret making a fast decision when i wanna accept you back .
because it end up like this .
actually we really need to know more about each other before patching up .
thanks for the memories my dear .
thanks for all that you've done for me .
thanks for those day that you make smile .
i'm gonna treasure it i'm sure .
and now , i'm letting you go and you've let me go .
i can't promise you that i'm gonna be back with you .
maybe there's high chance that i'm gonna be with you again ?

serahkan pada tuhan yer .
only allah know who our true love is right ?
but no matter what i love you .
it's really hard to move on .
remember this , i'll be there for you no matter what , trust me .
if there's really love between us , we will be back together .
i'm sorry once again .
text me anytime ♥
take care .







♥gergerl





. ' 4:44:00 PM Y

monday , 22 november 2010 .

meet bf till 4 like that .
then went to meet acap and maday at 666 .
they accompany me home for awhile to take card and monopoly .
then we settle down at 657 and start playing monopoly .
i gave up and stop playing monopoly . haha .
then ina came .
played stress for awhile with her then head to 7-11 to buy maggie .
then eat and stuff .
went to play playground with adeq for awhile .
went home around 6.30 pm .

tuesday , 23 november 2010 .

the day they came here and lepak .
ina , farah , wirda , nysa , acap and maday .
thanks for coming ^^ hehe .
cause i can't lepak under the void deck anymore now .
cause dad gonna be mad at me if i do it again . hmm ...
they came around 4 plus and went off at 6 plus .
love them ^^
then at night went to meet rara for awhile to pass some tops to her .
accompany her go bamboo and went home .

wednesday , 24 november 2010 .

too lazy to tell what happen just now .
it makes my mood go down .
bye .

♥gergerl





.Monday, November 22, 2010 ' 2:46:00 AM Y
hello people ! let me blog about my weekends aite .

saturday , 20 november 2010 .

went out around 5 .
meet ina , nysa , acap and maday at maday block .
lepak with them awhile and around 5 plus took 60 and off to bedok inter .
took train to expo .
so many people seyh ! rimassssssssssss ~ haha .
meet aunty mira , azi , ifa and boy there .
then mak yah , adeq , kakak , kak wi and parents join .
and kak lin , abg azahari and baby zura also .
after that went to compass point to eat dinner .
went home around 10 plus .
had fun ~~

sunday , 21 november 2010 .

didn't went out .
boringggg .
meet ♥ boyfie awhile at night .
thanks for accompanying me ! hehe .
till here then ! byebye !

♥gergerl





.Saturday, November 20, 2010 ' 1:07:00 AM Y

so yesterday that is friday .
went to malay dance with ira .
haha ! miss her ! so kecoh laa we ! haha .
after dance , meet ♥ boyfie .
went home around 5.15 ?
then at night went out with parents to parkway .
ate at pastamania . yummeh !
then mama treat me andersen ice cream ! fuuuuuuuhhhh ! haha .
thanks mama ! love ya .

currently chatting with ina and webcaming with ♥ boyfie .
so what's my plan for today that is saturday ?
rot at home ? so boringggg ehh .
maybe i wanna go sengkang , aunty mira crib .
i wanna meet my darling laa , ADEQ ! hehe ,
miss her like hell !
till here then . byebye ((:

♥gergerl





.Friday, November 19, 2010 ' 1:30:00 AM Y

hello people !
sorry for not updating my blog yesterday .

18 november 2010 .

wake up around 1.30 sharp (: heh .
text ♥ boyfie to tell him that i'm awake .
then took a shower and stuff .
around 2 plus , meet him at 657 . talk and stuff .
when i look at his face , remind me of someone he know . haha . =P
and then got this point of time , my nose very itchy sia .
then it become red , seriously !
he laugh at it when he look at my nose -.- cb . haha .
went home around 6 plus .
had fun meeting him yesterday ! i know you know public don't know okay bie ? hoho .

19 november 2010 .

gotta attend malay dance later .
excited for it and i don't know why .
can't wait to meet ira ! hehe . miss her like hell sia ! haiyaaa ..
after dance , idk what plan i got .
maybe at night going out with parents ♥
weeeeeeeeeeee ~

currently waiting for ♥ boyfie to online .
i'm not sleepy yet . okay bye .
haha . ♥ ♥ ♥

♥gergerl





.Wednesday, November 17, 2010 ' 12:19:00 AM Y

picha taken on 15 november 2010 (:

monday , 15 november 2010 .

went out at around 12 plus .
meet liyana , zyra , nazif , hakeem and jesicca opp school .
then went into the school around 12 plus nearly 1 .
then nysa and farzley came .
then around 1 plus 2 ?
we head to St Andrews Hospital .
reach there , got ready and stuff .
then huda came by her own .
around 2 plus 3 , the mini performance start .
had fun man ! the performance end around 4 plus ?
took 5 with nysa , huda , jesicca , farzley and hakeem and off to my house area .
meet rara awhile .
then off to 666 to meet the who cares .
ina , wirda , farah and acap were there . and not to forget maday was there too .
went home around 6 plus .

tuesday , 16 november 2010 .

meet ♥ boyfie around 3 plus .
lepak with him till 5 plus .
at the end of the day when we meet , he is so sweet ((:
lazy to elaborate more here . heh . *cheeky smile*
currently , texting with him and waiting for him to online .
facebook , twittering and stuff .
till here then ! byebye !

SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI :D

♥gergerl





.Monday, November 15, 2010 ' 12:37:00 AM Y

this is how i look right now ^^
still fresh ! haha .

currently just updating my blog and texting with ♥ boyfie .
i miss him like hell .
gotta meet him pretty soon )):

i gotta wake up at 11 am later .
got to meet the rest at 12 pm infront of the school .
and gonna have our last full rehearsal .
can't wait to perform .
it's been a long time since i last perform in public .
hehe . nervous a bit uhh .

after that gonna meet who cares ((:
plan for 3rd december and it's gonna be confirmed .
please don't rain okay on that day .
all of us is fcuking excited for the day to come .
weehee !!!! who wanna come down , do come down aite .
hehe . till here then .
byebye !

♥gergerl





.Sunday, November 14, 2010 ' 12:32:00 AM Y

friday , 12 november 2010 .

had dance firstly in the morning around 11 plus till 1.45 .
then went to eat late lunch with zyra and hakeem .
ate maggi .
meet ♥ boyfie for awhile to pass something to him .
kiss him goodbye and off to meet zyra back .
then went to school again for dance again from 2.30 till 4.30 .
after dance , took some things at the cca room for monday then rush home .
while i walk home saw rara and dannie .
reach home , take a fast game shower and got ready and off to parkway .
meet ina , adeq , nysa , wirda , faezah , acap and maday .
walk around to hunt for job .
try everywhere and at last at popular i got to write an application form .
try only . haha .
then booked a pit for 3rd december .
who cares peep please pay me $1.50 asap . i got no money now )):
after that , took 15 and went lepaking before heading home .
lepak till 9 pm and off home .

saturday , 13 november 2010 .

make an alarmed at 1pm .
take a shower and got ready .
went out around 1 plus .
walk to khairina block to take something .
then took 66 and off to jesicca place .
waited for them . i thought i was the only one who is late . haha .
then practice and stuff till 5 pm .
tiringgggggg okay !
then went home around 5.45 pm .
took 66 and home sweet home .

this is how i look right now .
currently doing nothing just updating my blog .
imissmuhammadizhhar so much )):
he's working right now .
till 4 am if i'm not wrong .
boringggggg ; spending my night alone today )):
today ; not going for dance practice uhh .
and today ; no plan uhh ?
till here then . byebye .

♥gergerl





.Friday, November 12, 2010 ' 12:59:00 AM Y

First meet ^^ First picture ^^

Gosh ! I miss her so much !
Last met was ; last tuesday i guess ?
Haiz ...
Meet up soon please babyg ?
Many things laa to share with you . Hehe .

Today gonna be a long day ! BYEEEE !


♥gergerl





.Thursday, November 11, 2010 ' 1:44:00 AM Y

i'm sorry if this post gonna be like an emotional post or something .
but i need to let it all out here .

dearest izhhar ♥

we've been together for two months .
we've been through those arguements and misunderstanding stuff together .
but i already had enough of those things for this two months .
what if it's gonna happen like this for the following months if we're still together ?
you know i can't take it already right ?
you know i can't handle it now .
because it always been me who settle those stuff properly .
because it always been me who say sorry and stuff .
because it always been me who have been giving in many times .
i did those thing because iloveyoutoomuch and i don't want us to argue anymore .
but you take it for granted i guess ? hmm ...

i've been always be the water and you be the fire .
maybe i'm just a soft hearted girl who have always been giving in from the start .
your mistakes is your ego my dear .
throw away those ego and things gonna be fine .
you and your ego ; it's too much already for me .

i'm giving you this one last chance maybe ?
if you're still with your ego maybe it's really time for me to make a choice/decision .
i really mean it okay .
promise is a promise .
i'm not gonna break any promises that i make because i hate empty promises .
that's for real .

this is just a post for you .
istillloveyou .
make me happy like you use too . ♥

♥gergerl





.Wednesday, November 10, 2010 ' 5:50:00 PM Y

hey hey hey hey ! hehe .
just now meet ♥ boyfie for awhile only .
from 2 plus till 4 .
waited for him like half an hour okay ! ish ! irritating !
went home around 4 plus .
do some house chore then eat then now using the lappy .
webcaming with him for awhile and i gotta switch off the laptop later .
too lazy to use it actually . haha .

i'm mad at who cares actually .
haiz ... but i'm too lazy to elaborate more about it .
should ignore them maybe ? hmm ...
till here then .
byeeeeee ~

♥gergerl





.Tuesday, November 09, 2010 ' 12:47:00 AM Y

♥ Happy Second Monthsary Muhammad Izhhar ♥

I've love you with all my heart .
We've been through many things together for this two months .
Those arguement and stuff and we get to settle it together .
We nearly break at this point of time but i know i couldn't live without you .
We got back together again .
Promise me you're not gonna hurt my heart again .
And i promise i'm not gonna break your heart again without any reason .
ILoveYouAndIWillAlwaysDo ♥

___________________________________________________________________

So yesterday had malay dance from 2.30 till 4.30 .
Very tiring okay ! ISH !
After dance headed to petal for some stuff .
Lazy to elaborate more .
Okay laa . Till here then . BYEBYE ^^



♥gergerl





.Monday, November 08, 2010 ' 1:21:00 AM Y


Hey hey peeps !

Currently just updating my blog and listening to songs .
Current time ; 1.22 am .

So yes , on Saturday went out with Aunty Mira , Aunty Asiah , Azi , Ifa and Boy .
Went to Bugis then to Plaza Singapura .
Then at night went to Giant with parents .
It was a long and tiring day .

And yesterday didn't went out since i'm still tired and body aching .
Today there's malay dance .
I'm going but sadly i'm still having this body aching .
URGHHHHH . Irritating please .

And yes , my dear BabyG Rara is back in Singapore !
Miss her like hell )):
Gotta meet up soon okay darling ?
Bye . Till here then !
Taking care .

♥gergerl





.Saturday, November 06, 2010 ' 12:24:00 AM Y

Love the picture above ^^

Current time ; 12.26 am .
I need to sleep by now cause i need to wake up early later that is 7.30 am !
Need to go to school to help some of the malay dancers .
They gonna perform at Bishan . Gonna follow them .
Me and Khairina helping them .
Need to be in school by 8.30 .
But one thing that i'm happy with that we can wear home clothes !
Like at lastttttt ! Haha .

So yesterday went Parkway then to Bedok Inter with Aunty Mira , the sisters and boy .
Had fun but yet a tiring day .
And today gonna meet them again , to BUGIS ! Yey .
Till here then . Byebye !


♥gergerl





.Thursday, November 04, 2010 ' 11:29:00 PM Y

HOLAAAAA ((:

Currently chatting with Ina and Farah while waiting for ♥ Boyfie to finish bathing .
Current song ; Bila Cinta cover by Cumi1569 .
You all must listen to his voice . So niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !

Tomorrow is a public holiday .
And i wanna wish Happy Deepavali to those who's gonna celebrate it tomorrow .

BabyG Rara going off later . Gonna miss her laa .
ISH ! Take care and have fun my gossip bitch ((:

♥gergerl





.Wednesday, November 03, 2010 ' 11:01:00 PM Y



Old picture with my short hair . Haha .

Hello people !
Currently doing the same thing that is webcaming with ♥ Boyfie .
Malay Dance was fun and tiring just now .
After dance went to Macd with some of the malay dance peeps .
Then at 6 pm went to meet Acap , Huda and Ina opposite school .
Then walk around then i went home at 6.30 pm .
OMG )): I miss the whole bunch of Who Cares .
Pleaseeee meet up soon babes and dudes !

And to my girlfriend below ...

Pretty isn't she ?
Look at those eyes . Haha .
Siti Azura Binte Mohd Yusoff ♥
Have a safe journey to and fro okay darling ?
I'm gonna miss you laa oi !
Text me before you going and text me when you reach here back okay ?
Love you babe ! Hugs ^^

Till here then ! Byebye !

♥gergerl





.Tuesday, November 02, 2010 ' 11:46:00 PM Y

I LOVE MY MOTHER ^^

Hello people !
Currently webcaming with ♥ Boyfie and stuff .
Too lazy to elaborate more about it .

And i'm happy right now !
Mama gave me the permission to go and hunt for a job since i'll be doing nothing this holiday .
YEY YEY YEY !
That's why i love you , Mama ♥

Till here then ! Byeeee !

♥gergerl





.Monday, November 01, 2010 ' 11:20:00 PM Y

Irritating face ^^ I know !

Hello people !

Currently webcaming with ♥ Boyfie .
I miss him )):

Okay moving on ...
Dance was tiring today .
But fun laa . With fun people around . Heh .
I'm too tired right now to go for dance again tomorrow .
Maybe i'm gonna skip dance on Wednesday .
Hehe . And yeaaaah .. I'm bored right now .

BYEEEEEEE !

♥gergerl







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