.Tuesday, June 29, 2010 ' 10:24:00 PM Y
This post is specially for you Nur Zakirah Binte Mesron ;
I'm sorry .
We seem to be falling apart now )):
I know that i changed a lot. Yes ! A LOT !
I can see it from myself that i changed.
I know that i have a new bunch of friends.
But i didn't left you out from my friends list dearest.
I guess i ignore you when i'm with my new friends.
I didn't spent my time with you now.
We didn't spent time together like how we use to last time.
It's all because of me ! Yes ! Me !
All thanks to me !
I read your blog , and my tears went down my cheeks.
You really make me cry by saying those stuff.
And now , i've wake up !
I know my mistake.
I'm really really sorry Ira.
I won't force you to forgive me.
I know your mad at me. Really really mad.
1 year and 6 months being friend with you is not enough !
I don't want to end this friendship !
Please Ira. I beg you. I'm so so sorry )):
I still love you as my friend and my sister , dearest Ira.
All i can say is this one special word that is SORRY )):
I just don't know what to do now.
Fuck my life !
I regret doing this thing !
If you want our friendship to end.
I'm okay with it. I respect your decision cause it's all my fault.
Take care Ira )):
I love you.