.Tuesday, April 03, 2012 ' 6:47:00 PM Y
Hi my love. Sorry for not updating you. I was so lazy to log into my account and update you. My bad my love. Hehehe.So hi people! Actually i don't know what to update you guys.
My life? Ohh well, somehow sucks somehow good. Complicated life i have due to LOVE.
Being in love just sucks but i wanna be in love. How? I'm like this because i envy people with long lasting relationship. I envy my JUNIORS! They have long lasting relationship than me. How sad right.
I love someone and he know it. We've been friends for 8 years and we know that it's gonna be different if we are in a relationship but when i think back, for now we've already acted like we're in a relationship already. Weird.
I just don't wanna think no more. Both sister is really strict for now if i were to be in love with someone. Hmm ...
And ohh, Zai texted me that day saying he miss me. He forever with his sweet talks. Naek malas aku nak layan kadangkadang tapi rindu tu rindu jugak seh. Entah laa.
Cinta macam takde makna bagi aku. Biar cinta kejarkan aku, jangan aku kejarkan cinta. Betol tak? Dari pada aku kejarkan cinta lepas tu saket hati sendiri, nanges macam ape.
I shouldn't waste my tears over a guy who doesn't deserve my love. I'm just waiting for the day when my TRUE LOVE will come to me and say he wanna live his life with me and with no one else. That will be sweet huh? Sigh. Imagine only for what.
Okay laa byee! XOXO!
♥gergerl
.Monday, February 27, 2012 ' 12:10:00 AM Y
Ignore the face. Too much pimple popping out on my face. FUCK IT!So hello, i'm bored so i decided to blog. (:
I'm loving my life now cause i always spent my time my loved ones. Like my family, cousins, girlfriends and also my one and only Hasraf Salim. (: Not official but soon to be official i guess? Hopefully aite. Currently, doing nothing. Just updating my blog and whatsapping with him. I'm sad cause we seldom meet each other now. If not we will meet everyday you know. But now, not anymore. I've been warned by Baba that i can't go out that much now. Must be home early and stuff.
And ohh, school start at 11 later but i'm waking up early at around 7:45 since i'm gonna have breakfast with my girls at Junction 8, Macdonald! YEY!! Pancake here i come baby!!
Alright, till here then. Night bloggy. <3
♥gergerl
.Saturday, February 25, 2012 ' 12:08:00 AM Y
Hello. Mind my dead blog. I don't know whether there's still people reading this blog of mine or not. I will only blog when i feel like it. Like right now...I'm supposed to be sleeping by now but i can't sleep due to this body ache!! Like fuck sia!!
So let's start blogging....
The last post, forget about it. Forget about that fucker Zai. Such a useless guy. When he need someone to share his problem with then wanna find me. Mother fucker. LOL! Shut up gergerl.
And ohh! It's been 10 months being single for me. That's fast huh?! My last relationship is with Didi which i don't like to admit that he's my ex. I don't know why. I just hate him. Looking at his face now like can pissed me off. Really, i'm not kidding.
10 months being single is kind of fun since you can mingle around. No one controlling you. No one can stop you from doing anything that you want. But still parents is controlling me of course. Hahaha. But it's normal for me laa. Which parents doesn't control her daughter/son right?
And so ... currently i have a date which is my first crush, first lover, first boyfriend and my first ex. That is, Muhammad Hasraf Bin Ahmad Salim a.k.a Acap Gallagher. HAHAHA! I didn't expect that we can be like this back. As in contacting each other and loving each other back. I find it funny somehow and i still couldn't believe it sometimes. Haha. But really, i can really feel the love when i'm with him. He never make me feel ugly. He doesn't mind me being fat! HAHAHA! Right Acap? (: He loves to call me fat but i don't mind it though cause i love him. I just can't wait to be in a relationship with him. I don't know why. He is sucha sweet guy. Caring. Loving. Handsome. Cute. Irritating. Funny. Out going.
Really hope that i could be with him till the end of my life. Sigh. :/
We have fought before being together and that point of time when we fought, i'm just scared of losing him. I just feel like we're gonna be far apart. Negative thoughts of mine can just fuck off sia. Hmm... Talking about us, my two sister know about it and they kept asking me, "kau dengan acap ni ape?" I replied, "belom official lagi. (:" What KPO sisters i have! HAHA!
Alright.. Till here then. Byeeeee! Love you bloggyy. <3
♥gergerl
.Wednesday, November 16, 2011 ' 7:18:00 PM Y
It's gonna be my 7th monthsary for and my single life. Isn't that fast? I miss being in a relationship. I miss being loved by a guy who i simply love. Hmm...I don't know why i'm updating about this. It's just that i wanna let out what i feel deep in my heart. Haiz...
I miss someone and that someone is Zaifudin Bin Zainudin.
Bye.
♥gergerl
.Friday, November 11, 2011 ' 1:43:00 AM Y
So hi peeps! Let me update a bit laa since i got nothing to do right now. I miss someone real badly. I swear! But i need to move on! I can't keep thinking about him! Seriously, i can't! He is not worth it for me and i'm not worth for him too. I can find some better guys than him. Now then i realise that we can't be together. It's okay. I gotta chill and cheer myself up and be happy with life. Moving on....
I can't wait to meet my two setans later in the afternoon! Excited! Super Bass video of us coming right up! (:
Till here then. Byeeeee.
♥gergerl
.Friday, November 04, 2011 ' 11:48:00 PM Y
Sorry for not updating my blog. Ohhmygod! It's so dead. I wonder if there is still people reading my blog. Lol. I think no one uhh? Kay, just wanna make it simple and short. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. ♥gergerl
.Thursday, July 21, 2011 ' 11:30:00 PM Y
HELLO DEAREST BLOGGYYYY! SORRY FOR NOT UPDATING YOU DEAREST! SO NOW I FEEL LIKE UPDATING IT SO LET ME JUST UPDATE SOMETHING TO IT.MY LIFE HAVE BEEN GREAT FOR THE TIME BEING. AND I'M ALREADY SINGLE FOR THREE MONTHS. FAST HUH?! HAHA. I LIKEEEEEE!
AND NOW, WE'RE HAVING OUR PRELIMS MOOD ALREADY. DAMN IT! LUCKILY MATHS IS ON AUGUST AND IT'S ON FASTING MONTH! TAK KE STRESS TU?! TSK!
RIGHT NOW, I'M DOING NOTHING, JUST UPDATING THIS BLOGGGGG. WEEEEEEEEE.
VERY BORED AND I DON'T FEEL LIKE SLEEPING.
I MISS SOMEONE AND THAT SOMEONE DO REALLY MEAN SOMETHING TO ME BUT HE JUST CAN'T SEEM TO SEE IT. SIGHHHH.
TILL HERE THEN. BYEEEEEEEEEE. &HEARTS;
♥gergerl
.Wednesday, May 25, 2011 ' 12:57:00 AM Y
Hi people. Sorry due to the dead blogggggggggggggggg. Too lazy to update this blogggggggggggggg. Haha. And ohhh! School was boring for this past few days. I swearrr! And ohh! I'm officially single nowww! It's already been one month and four days being single back again! The feeling is so awesomeeeee! I swear. Hahaha. I'm having fun with my single life! And ohh, my mid year results is so unexpected. Sighhhhhhh~ Till here then. I lazy wanna update my blog uhh. Byeeee~ Hahahha.
♥gergerl
.Friday, March 25, 2011 ' 9:05:00 PM Y
Ohh hello people! Sorry for not updating my blog recently. Been really lazy and busy with school till i got no time to update my blog. Hehehe.
Okay where should i start? Ohh yes!
I'm happily attached with Muhammad Rifdi Bin Hanafiah on 7th March 2011. My plan was to accept him right after N-Level since i'm too scared that i can't cope this relationship with N-Level. But then i think back, when i contact with him, we already act like we're already attached with each other so at last i accept him on 7th March 2011 ♥
I'm so happy to have him in my life. So so happy cause i can find happiness while i'm with him. He never failed to make me laugh and smile every single day when i'm with him. And when we argue about something, he will always give in no matter what. But sometimes i would give in too since i knew that it's my fault.
And i'm happy too that my mum can like accept him cause she already knew about me and him and she's like okay with it. My sisters too ♥ My dad? Hahaha. Wait long long kay? LOL.
I love the way he held me in his arms, i love the way he hug me, i love the way he look at me, i love the way when he say that i'm pretty, i love the way he say that he love my eyes, i love the way he pinch my cheek, i love the way he kiss me, i love the way when he sings infront of me(cause i'll melt infront of him) and i love the way he hold my hands ♥
I just love him so much! I've never love all my ex like how i love him. I don't know why.
MUHAMMAD RIFDI BIN HANAFIAH! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND ONLY YOU OKAY? ♥
♥gergerl
.Sunday, March 06, 2011 ' 7:46:00 PM Y
Hello my dearest blog! It has been a long time i last update my blog. I've not been using the lappy for almost two weeks i guess? Busy with school and stuff. Currently doing nothing, just updating this blog of mine. I don't know what to do. Didi is playing takraw currently. I don't wanna disturb him. Haha. So boredddd lei.
And talking about Didi. Guess what? I'm starting to love him. How laa? Hahaha. Fickle minded. I don't know whether i should accept him now and later. Hmm... We've been so so so so closed right now. He can accept me just the way i am. I can be myself when i'm with him. I can be very kecoh infront of him. I'm not shy to be myself infront of him. He seems so different for me. He is sucha caring, understanding, lovable guy. He is my joker((: Hehehe. He always make me laugh no matter what. How can i not love him right? Hehe. Hmm...
Till here then. Byeeeeee. Take care peeps!!
♥gergerl